| today is december 31st. which means that today is the last day of the year 2004. i hate it when the year ends. cause you look back and you remember all these stupid things you did. and how much you regret it. >:[ but then, i realized that you can just look into the future and imagine yourself being so, great. and it makes you feel good. you promise to yourself that you wont make the same mistakes again, that you`ll become a better person. and that`s exactly wat i did. i made a new yrs resolution. =] this year i went very specific. i dont think i ever took so much of my time and thought to make a new yrs resolution. this year i came up with about 30 things. it went down to 21 things after i realized that i went a little too specific and catagorized them all. c[; and this year, i am going to accomplish everything on that list. i dedicated myself to dance. [which im starting in january with angela, stella, joy, andd ... leslie? i forget haha.] and i also dedicated myself to volleyball. so if anyone wants to play with me. im open haha. andd alsoo ... straight a's. i haven't gotten that for 2 yrs. =/ and this year, im going to get it for suree. i just know it. =] anywhooo ... enough of my stupid rambling .. here`s a end of the year quiz for you i jacked from jennifer.
1.What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? i stopped cussing. =] i used to cuss alottt and somehow i stopped. afterwards i felt so, accomplished. =]
2. Did you keep your New Years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? i dont even know if i made new yrs resolutions last yr. haha. i just wrote down w/e i guess. but this year, im gonna keep it. for sure. =]
Did anyone close to you give birth? well, my aunt. haha.
4. Did anyone close to you die? she wasn't close to me. but it was my greatgrandmother. my mom didnt even tell me that she died. i just overheard her talking to my grandma and saying "i cant believe she died." -____-
5. What countries did you visit? umm .. korea? haha.
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? grades.
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? umm .. i dont remember. haha. but im glad i dont. cause 2004 was nothing but bullkrap for me.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? just getting through it all. haha.
9. What was your biggest failure? gradesss
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? i suffered from a stomach flu. haha. it was nasttyyyy ... then right afterwards i caught the flu again. so i was sick like 24/7
11. What was the best thing you bought? i must say, the really really really cute jacket from forever 21. haha. jm. iono. i dont remember anything.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? ummm...
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? just .. people. i dont wanna say any names. but i`ve overheard some of my friends talking crap bout me. ahha. s`all good though. they`re stupid for thinking that i`ll still be friends with them after those.. multiple incidents.
14. Where did most of your money go? shopping. =]
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? the new yrs day kick off concert w/btp.
16. What song will always remind you of 2004? umm .. ashlee simpson lala or britney spears toxic ... orr .. since you've been gone by kelly clarkson ... ooooooooooo and "wat you waiting for." by gwen stefani is a memorable song for sure. *winkshaunawink*
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. Happier or sadder? definately happier
ii. Thinner or fatter? Fatter -_-
iii. Richer or poorer? poorer. haha im a debtor. i use more money than i have. hehe.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? study, learning, just school related things.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
procrastinating. haha.
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Christmas passed haha. but it sorta sucked. wasn't the usual happy, fun, Christmas.
22. Did you fall in love in 2004? haha just some major crushes. woww everyone from sv, do you guys remember me in 7th grade?? i was so crazy bout those two guys.. c[;
23. How many one-night stands? none
24. What was your favorite TV program? one tree hill, the oc, some weird funny show that tim showed us, boiling points, and yeahh.
25. Did you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? i used to hate a lot of people. but now, i just dont care bout wat happens to them.
26. What was the best book you read? stargirl and a walk to remember. =]
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? uhmm .. everything haha. i dont have any specifics. =/
28. What did you want and get?
i wanted soooo many things. got probably only bout .. less than 1/4 of it.
30. what was your favorite film of this year?
the notebook
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? i did nothing. and i was turnig 13
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
umm .. everything haha. okay, my life in 2004 was screwed up.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? the usual. haha
34. What kept you sane? friends and God
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? taebin, 1tym, boa, bada, yuri, hyori, wonbin, joh-han-suhn, gang-dong-won, etc.
36. What political issue stirred you the most? uhhh.
37. Who did you miss?
all my eighth grade [now ninth grade] friends and all of my garden grove friends. T.T
38. Who was the best new person you met? uhmm lots of people. haha.
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
dont cheat, follow Him, He is always there for you no matter wat, and others haha.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
blehh .. i cant thinkkk ..
okay, sry guys for the lack of info and specifics, but im just weird right now and i cant think at all.
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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!! HAVE A GOOD ONE. =]
oh yeahh ... and starting from tomorrow, i`m using a different xanga. it`s www.xanga.com/x_my_inspiration .. it`s under construction right now but w/e. =]
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UN1QUE x3: esther&i rock isaac sucks
oh yesss. we rock. isaac sucks c[; jm.
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awww how cuute.
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